What's wrong with me?, plenty of things, I have so many paranoia's, I can't trust people with anything these days, I jump at the slightest idea that I can't trust somebody.
I start many arguments, I admit this, part of the reason is, I'm a smartass, and I can't resist demeaning an idiot, even if that goes against a rule I'm trying to put in my head, part of it is, I have problems just with stopping things, tell me to stop, and I take it further, I just savour an argument, I enjoy winning them, and I learn when I lose them, because I learn that I was wrong, and my idea's or ideals, are corrected.
I know I can be very.. Uncaring at times, mostly because, I really don't actually feel a care in the world, why do you all think I do so many stupid things? Because I can.
Why am I writing this? Because too many people have been asking why I have been like this lately, and I can't answer them within the time span that I usually have.
But just so my friends know, I do love you all, I value the ones I can trust, I care for the ones that need caring, and I mentor those who need the advice and help.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
A crappy 'action' story.
He was running, he had to get away, the charges were set, the police, if that's what you could call them these days, were always nearby, they were everywhere, if he could just get to the train station, he could hide, wait it out, but he was running out of time, he had roughly a minute left.
He got around the corner, nearly sliding around it, he could hear footsteps behind him.
Had they found the charges?
Had they been tipped off?
He didn't know, maybe they were just somebody else trying to get away from the area, their were plenty of 'Cops' around now, in their darker blue uniforms, he could see glimpses of them far behind him, when he turned around.
He got to the tunnel leading into the train station, his watch, battered, and scratched, said he had 12 seconds, he quickly jumped on the tracks, and slid right down, next to the fence, hidden by the bushes.
After waiting for another minute, nothing happened, he slowly got up, and was going to return, it was nearly sunrise, he turned around the corner.
He felt a cold imprint against his forehead, he'd closed his eyes when he saw fast movement infront of him, a reflex.
He opened his eyes, it wasn't an 'Cop', it was another fighter, he had seen him before, his name was Cameron.
"Cameron? Is that you mate?"
He felt the muzzle against his forehead pull back, the man infront of him now held it on his hips, the M9 against him, he was scared, but he knew Cameron was too, he could see his hand shaking.
"Jake, shit, is it really you? I haven't seen you since.. since... I can't remember, it's been too long mate"
Cameron lowered the gun, and shook Jake's hand, they were both glad to not be alone.
"Why are you here Cameron? It's not the best time to be running around"
"I've been hiding in the town for a few weeks, from house to house, why's it different tonight Jake?"
"I set some charges on a bunch of their cars, they were meant to go off a few minutes ago-
The charges finally went off, they were just simple minor explosives, but planted right next to the petrol storage area of the cars, causing them to go off like a larger bomb.
Then the sirens started to wail, a longer note from what they use to be, more like a wail, a fear-inducing one at that.
"We have to get out of here, they will turn up every stone to find out who it was"
They both ran together, avoiding as much sound as possible.
He got around the corner, nearly sliding around it, he could hear footsteps behind him.
Had they found the charges?
Had they been tipped off?
He didn't know, maybe they were just somebody else trying to get away from the area, their were plenty of 'Cops' around now, in their darker blue uniforms, he could see glimpses of them far behind him, when he turned around.
He got to the tunnel leading into the train station, his watch, battered, and scratched, said he had 12 seconds, he quickly jumped on the tracks, and slid right down, next to the fence, hidden by the bushes.
After waiting for another minute, nothing happened, he slowly got up, and was going to return, it was nearly sunrise, he turned around the corner.
He felt a cold imprint against his forehead, he'd closed his eyes when he saw fast movement infront of him, a reflex.
He opened his eyes, it wasn't an 'Cop', it was another fighter, he had seen him before, his name was Cameron.
"Cameron? Is that you mate?"
He felt the muzzle against his forehead pull back, the man infront of him now held it on his hips, the M9 against him, he was scared, but he knew Cameron was too, he could see his hand shaking.
"Jake, shit, is it really you? I haven't seen you since.. since... I can't remember, it's been too long mate"
Cameron lowered the gun, and shook Jake's hand, they were both glad to not be alone.
"Why are you here Cameron? It's not the best time to be running around"
"I've been hiding in the town for a few weeks, from house to house, why's it different tonight Jake?"
"I set some charges on a bunch of their cars, they were meant to go off a few minutes ago-
The charges finally went off, they were just simple minor explosives, but planted right next to the petrol storage area of the cars, causing them to go off like a larger bomb.
Then the sirens started to wail, a longer note from what they use to be, more like a wail, a fear-inducing one at that.
"We have to get out of here, they will turn up every stone to find out who it was"
They both ran together, avoiding as much sound as possible.
Ranting!
Got to love people not realising things.
Guys will say they don't want a 'physical' or 'sexual' relationship, yet, they will ignore women that they judge as 'ugly', presuming that by 'ugly' they mean physically.
So we don't want a physical relationship, yet we won't date somebody if they are physically un-appealing?
This is my argument, once again, Modern Society can bring tears to my eyes, if I found the time to cry, just the stupidity of it all, as nearly every study has proven, we are a physical society, right down to our base.
That's my rant over.
Guys will say they don't want a 'physical' or 'sexual' relationship, yet, they will ignore women that they judge as 'ugly', presuming that by 'ugly' they mean physically.
So we don't want a physical relationship, yet we won't date somebody if they are physically un-appealing?
This is my argument, once again, Modern Society can bring tears to my eyes, if I found the time to cry, just the stupidity of it all, as nearly every study has proven, we are a physical society, right down to our base.
That's my rant over.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
2nd story ^_^
It was a few days after the party, after everything in the bathroom, we had both fell asleep there, luckily, we had woken up before anyone had come in, and so we quickly got dressed, I ended up sleeping on the couch, and Victoria went into where all the girls were sleeping, the day continued, and they woke up eventually.
After breakfast, we ended up all going home, Victoria gave me a kiss before she left, infront of everyone else, which meant them all screaming, and asking if we were going out, Victoria cut in, from the door, and said yes, and then eventually, my ride got here.
Fast forward two weeks, we hadn't seen each other much, we had talked online, and saw each other once at the shops, but she was only able to give me a hug and a quick kiss on the lips, neither of us had much time then, but we were able to talk, and decided upon meeting each other again.
A few more days, we decided to go out camping in the bushland, just us two, it took a bit of persuasion to get the parents to go along with it, but they eventually said yes, and we started packing, we were going to get a whole weekend to ourselves.
As our parents dropped us off, we started to walk into the area, to find a good spot to set the tent up, and we found one, next to a small river, we had brought plenty of water, clothing, which we wouldn't need much.
Once it was all setup, we went for a walk, our hands together the entire time, eventually, we got to a small cliff, and we sat there, just watching the sun go down, and eventually she leaned on my shoulder, we were in the perfect world, we were in love, watching the sun go down, over a beautiful piece of land.
We had a bit of small talk, but mostly it was about, what we were going to do that weekend, apart from what we had planned in the tents, we wanted to explore, there was a cave that my friends had discovered that I wanted to visit, and she wanted to walk along the nearby river, and go for a swim.
We knew it would be dark soon, and we headed back to camp, she was a bit scared of the dark, and so she held onto my hand tightly, eventually we made it back to the camp, we both got changed, even after the night at the sleep over, we were both a bit awkward about undressing and then dressing again, infront of each other, so instead we faced away from the other.
She was wearing a long warm pair of pants, and a T-Shirt of a band she listened to when she was younger, I was wearing just a plain grey undershirt, and shorts, I didn't get very cold, and then we just sat there, kissing each other, listening to the leaves rustle, the air whistle, and the nightlife of the bush come to life.
Eventually I started to kiss up her arms, and then on her neck, she in turn, kissed me on the neck, and wrapped her arms around my head, then her hand came over to where my erection was hiding, and she started rubbing, and trying to grab it, then she took her shirt off, and I took mine off.
She started to kiss down my chest, then she started to slide down my shorts, with my red underwear barely containing my erection now, and she slid my underwear down.
She layed me on my back, completely nude now, as she put her lips around my cock, and rubbed her hand up and down my legs, she was teasing me on purpose, she was only getting half of my dick inside of her mouth, sliding it in and out, while I noticed her rubbing herself, I asked her to join me, and she took off her pants, sitting there in her pink panties.
I got her on her back now, and I crawled between her legs, I started to kiss around her bellybutton, and started to go lower, I slid her panties off as my lips went lower, she was still shaving, I had taken her virginity that night, and so this was easier, I started to lick her clitoris, and the inside of her lips, she was moaning in a gutteral pleasure, I decided she was ready.
I came up on my knees, and put her feet over my shoulder, bringing her closer, I pushed my cock slowly into her pussy again, it had gotten tighter again, but I wasn't going to let her take it all now, I was teasing her to get her more moist, until I surprised her, and pushed it completely in, all at once, she screamed in pleasure, with nobody but us for miles around, she could make as much sound as she wanted, and she did, I then pushed it in and out slowly, feeling the full amount of pleasure from her tight walls of flesh.
I started to get faster, alot faster than last time, and she screamed constantly, I reached around, and gave a slight squeeze on her nipples, as I was nearly about to come, she pushed me off, and me to she wanted it over her body.
So she got me to stand up, and she knelt infront of me, and wrapped her hands around my cock, getting ready to finish me off, I told her I was ready, and she lied back down, I finished myself off, and my cum squirted over her body, her breasts, her face, her stomach, then I lied down with her, we faced each other, and wrapped our arms around the other, she grabbed a blanket, and put that over us, and we fell asleep in each others arms, staring into the others eyes, we finished the night off with 3 words to eachother.
I love you.
After breakfast, we ended up all going home, Victoria gave me a kiss before she left, infront of everyone else, which meant them all screaming, and asking if we were going out, Victoria cut in, from the door, and said yes, and then eventually, my ride got here.
Fast forward two weeks, we hadn't seen each other much, we had talked online, and saw each other once at the shops, but she was only able to give me a hug and a quick kiss on the lips, neither of us had much time then, but we were able to talk, and decided upon meeting each other again.
A few more days, we decided to go out camping in the bushland, just us two, it took a bit of persuasion to get the parents to go along with it, but they eventually said yes, and we started packing, we were going to get a whole weekend to ourselves.
As our parents dropped us off, we started to walk into the area, to find a good spot to set the tent up, and we found one, next to a small river, we had brought plenty of water, clothing, which we wouldn't need much.
Once it was all setup, we went for a walk, our hands together the entire time, eventually, we got to a small cliff, and we sat there, just watching the sun go down, and eventually she leaned on my shoulder, we were in the perfect world, we were in love, watching the sun go down, over a beautiful piece of land.
We had a bit of small talk, but mostly it was about, what we were going to do that weekend, apart from what we had planned in the tents, we wanted to explore, there was a cave that my friends had discovered that I wanted to visit, and she wanted to walk along the nearby river, and go for a swim.
We knew it would be dark soon, and we headed back to camp, she was a bit scared of the dark, and so she held onto my hand tightly, eventually we made it back to the camp, we both got changed, even after the night at the sleep over, we were both a bit awkward about undressing and then dressing again, infront of each other, so instead we faced away from the other.
She was wearing a long warm pair of pants, and a T-Shirt of a band she listened to when she was younger, I was wearing just a plain grey undershirt, and shorts, I didn't get very cold, and then we just sat there, kissing each other, listening to the leaves rustle, the air whistle, and the nightlife of the bush come to life.
Eventually I started to kiss up her arms, and then on her neck, she in turn, kissed me on the neck, and wrapped her arms around my head, then her hand came over to where my erection was hiding, and she started rubbing, and trying to grab it, then she took her shirt off, and I took mine off.
She started to kiss down my chest, then she started to slide down my shorts, with my red underwear barely containing my erection now, and she slid my underwear down.
She layed me on my back, completely nude now, as she put her lips around my cock, and rubbed her hand up and down my legs, she was teasing me on purpose, she was only getting half of my dick inside of her mouth, sliding it in and out, while I noticed her rubbing herself, I asked her to join me, and she took off her pants, sitting there in her pink panties.
I got her on her back now, and I crawled between her legs, I started to kiss around her bellybutton, and started to go lower, I slid her panties off as my lips went lower, she was still shaving, I had taken her virginity that night, and so this was easier, I started to lick her clitoris, and the inside of her lips, she was moaning in a gutteral pleasure, I decided she was ready.
I came up on my knees, and put her feet over my shoulder, bringing her closer, I pushed my cock slowly into her pussy again, it had gotten tighter again, but I wasn't going to let her take it all now, I was teasing her to get her more moist, until I surprised her, and pushed it completely in, all at once, she screamed in pleasure, with nobody but us for miles around, she could make as much sound as she wanted, and she did, I then pushed it in and out slowly, feeling the full amount of pleasure from her tight walls of flesh.
I started to get faster, alot faster than last time, and she screamed constantly, I reached around, and gave a slight squeeze on her nipples, as I was nearly about to come, she pushed me off, and me to she wanted it over her body.
So she got me to stand up, and she knelt infront of me, and wrapped her hands around my cock, getting ready to finish me off, I told her I was ready, and she lied back down, I finished myself off, and my cum squirted over her body, her breasts, her face, her stomach, then I lied down with her, we faced each other, and wrapped our arms around the other, she grabbed a blanket, and put that over us, and we fell asleep in each others arms, staring into the others eyes, we finished the night off with 3 words to eachother.
I love you.
First story ^-^
Her name was Victoria, She was 16 , she had innocent blue eyes, mediumly sized breasts, beautiful cheekbones, a fairly average weight, and an average height, to others she seemed like an average teenage girl
My name is Daniel, I am about 6 1/2 inches, also a bit chubby, Black hair, dark green eyes, a bit taller than average, I was 16 too.
I was sleeping over at my friend's house one night, she had a few friends over, I knew most of them, except for one, my friend pointed her out when I asked, even she could see the lust in my eyes, she was use to it.
I had dated so many of her friends, never went anywhere more than hugs and kisses, but back to that night.
As all the girls were getting ready to go to sleep after a night of Endless Truth's of "Who do you like" Or "Are you a virgin" for Truth or Dare, and drinking soft drink, I had my eye on Victoria all night, the way she moved, I couldn't stop trying to look at her eyes, I felt like I could stare at them for hours.
I was standing at the top of the stairs talking to my friend Taylor, about the current 'politics' of the school, mostly complaining about the idiotic guys, when Victoria walked over, right beside Taylor, and asked for me to come with her.
I said my goodnight to Taylor, and went with Victoria, staring at her back, she was pulchritudinous.
We got to the toilet, I had thoughts popping into my head, but I pretended innocence, as every guy shall, I asked her, "Victoria, what did you want me for?", as she turned around to me, with a slight grin, I hadn't gotten aroused yet, but I could feel it wouldn't be too long.
"I've seen you looking at me all night, I can see the looks in your eyes, I had this gut feeling about you, but I haven't been able to say it all night, until I finally did confirm you were looking at me all night" She said, with an actual innocence in her eyes.
I turned into a tomato, I had guts usually, but to me, this girl was like a goddess of beauty, and lust, I started to say 'Victoria I- "Shush, call Vicky, I do really like you, Stephanie told me all about you, your interests, the way you act, and who you are, I know I've barely talked to you tonight, but I do have an honest feeling that your the kind of guy I could fall for.
I was stunned for words, I tried to say something, but I stuttered completely, she laughed a little, which didn't help me at all, but I could tell she wasn't comfortable either, but she had the upper hand, then out of the blue, I leaned over, grabbed her hand, leaned even closer, and kissed her, with a passion I had never thought possible, she pushed me back.
"Wow! That was... Incredible, but I have something else we should do" She said with a wink, I could see where this was going...
We both must have made a mental acknowledgement to what was about to happen, she tore off her shirt, she had a revealing blue bra, that left little to the imagination, and a cute stomach, with only a little fat left from the holidays.
I took off my shirt quickly after, undid my belt, she was sliding her shorts off already, with a near translucest pair of panties, my eyes were dating up and down, I finally got my jeans off, with my pair of green underwear, and my erection.
She giggled a bit, leaned over, and kissed me, then she trailed her lips down lower, to my chest, then she knelt down, and put her hand into my underwear, I could feel her fondling with my dick, and she finally got it out.
she skipped right ahead to putting her lips on it, slowly bringing my dick forward, and further into her mouth, I could feel her tongue exploring every vein and muscle on my dick, It felt amazing already, I had always imagined it feeling good, but this was pure pleasure in every sense.
She then said "I'm too horny to make this go slow! I want you to fuck me, as simple as that, in any way you want"
She stood up again, took the panties off, stepping back a few steps to get it off her feet, I stood at her virgin pussy, I couldn't really believe she was a virgin, with the way she had sucked my di- "Well? Daniel? What are you waiting for?" She asked, with a seductive smile.
I grabbed a towel, spread it out on the floor, and got her to lay down on it, on her back, with her knee's bent, and her pussy completely open to me, I lied down in front of it, and started to explore the outside of it, she had shaved it, and recently, I tried to get to her clitoris, only just reaching it, she then grabbed my head, and pushed it right in, she pushed my whole face into her crotch, I knew what she wanted though, I knelt down in front of her, slowly handling my cock closer, she was already wet from her own hormones, and my licking, and saliva.
I put it in slowly, I could feel the tight walls of her flesh surround my cock, it felt wierd, painful, and joyful, at first, but she had bundles of the blanket in her hand, baring her teeth, she was mostly experiencing pain, too much to feel the pleasure, so I brought my hand up while I was getting deeper into her, and started to softly fondle her breasts, her skin felt amazing, it was like the purest sense of 'Smooth', I finally broke her hymen, and she let out a small yelp of pain, but now she could feel the pleasure as I did, I pushed it in completely, and slowly brought it out again.
I started to repeat that, getting faster, until I was completely pounding her, she was moaning in deep pleasure, but I felt the end coming soon, I told her, and she said she was on the pill, I started to do longer, slower, thrusts into her, until I finally shot my warm semen into her, she layed down flat, panting in pleasure, we were both panting, and sweating, then she weakly went backwards, my dick flopping out, covered in her juices, with all of mine dripping out of her pussy, she came up to me, and kissed me passionatly.
'I love you', Three words, that would lead to a life of love, lust, and loss.
My name is Daniel, I am about 6 1/2 inches, also a bit chubby, Black hair, dark green eyes, a bit taller than average, I was 16 too.
I was sleeping over at my friend's house one night, she had a few friends over, I knew most of them, except for one, my friend pointed her out when I asked, even she could see the lust in my eyes, she was use to it.
I had dated so many of her friends, never went anywhere more than hugs and kisses, but back to that night.
As all the girls were getting ready to go to sleep after a night of Endless Truth's of "Who do you like" Or "Are you a virgin" for Truth or Dare, and drinking soft drink, I had my eye on Victoria all night, the way she moved, I couldn't stop trying to look at her eyes, I felt like I could stare at them for hours.
I was standing at the top of the stairs talking to my friend Taylor, about the current 'politics' of the school, mostly complaining about the idiotic guys, when Victoria walked over, right beside Taylor, and asked for me to come with her.
I said my goodnight to Taylor, and went with Victoria, staring at her back, she was pulchritudinous.
We got to the toilet, I had thoughts popping into my head, but I pretended innocence, as every guy shall, I asked her, "Victoria, what did you want me for?", as she turned around to me, with a slight grin, I hadn't gotten aroused yet, but I could feel it wouldn't be too long.
"I've seen you looking at me all night, I can see the looks in your eyes, I had this gut feeling about you, but I haven't been able to say it all night, until I finally did confirm you were looking at me all night" She said, with an actual innocence in her eyes.
I turned into a tomato, I had guts usually, but to me, this girl was like a goddess of beauty, and lust, I started to say 'Victoria I- "Shush, call Vicky, I do really like you, Stephanie told me all about you, your interests, the way you act, and who you are, I know I've barely talked to you tonight, but I do have an honest feeling that your the kind of guy I could fall for.
I was stunned for words, I tried to say something, but I stuttered completely, she laughed a little, which didn't help me at all, but I could tell she wasn't comfortable either, but she had the upper hand, then out of the blue, I leaned over, grabbed her hand, leaned even closer, and kissed her, with a passion I had never thought possible, she pushed me back.
"Wow! That was... Incredible, but I have something else we should do" She said with a wink, I could see where this was going...
We both must have made a mental acknowledgement to what was about to happen, she tore off her shirt, she had a revealing blue bra, that left little to the imagination, and a cute stomach, with only a little fat left from the holidays.
I took off my shirt quickly after, undid my belt, she was sliding her shorts off already, with a near translucest pair of panties, my eyes were dating up and down, I finally got my jeans off, with my pair of green underwear, and my erection.
She giggled a bit, leaned over, and kissed me, then she trailed her lips down lower, to my chest, then she knelt down, and put her hand into my underwear, I could feel her fondling with my dick, and she finally got it out.
she skipped right ahead to putting her lips on it, slowly bringing my dick forward, and further into her mouth, I could feel her tongue exploring every vein and muscle on my dick, It felt amazing already, I had always imagined it feeling good, but this was pure pleasure in every sense.
She then said "I'm too horny to make this go slow! I want you to fuck me, as simple as that, in any way you want"
She stood up again, took the panties off, stepping back a few steps to get it off her feet, I stood at her virgin pussy, I couldn't really believe she was a virgin, with the way she had sucked my di- "Well? Daniel? What are you waiting for?" She asked, with a seductive smile.
I grabbed a towel, spread it out on the floor, and got her to lay down on it, on her back, with her knee's bent, and her pussy completely open to me, I lied down in front of it, and started to explore the outside of it, she had shaved it, and recently, I tried to get to her clitoris, only just reaching it, she then grabbed my head, and pushed it right in, she pushed my whole face into her crotch, I knew what she wanted though, I knelt down in front of her, slowly handling my cock closer, she was already wet from her own hormones, and my licking, and saliva.
I put it in slowly, I could feel the tight walls of her flesh surround my cock, it felt wierd, painful, and joyful, at first, but she had bundles of the blanket in her hand, baring her teeth, she was mostly experiencing pain, too much to feel the pleasure, so I brought my hand up while I was getting deeper into her, and started to softly fondle her breasts, her skin felt amazing, it was like the purest sense of 'Smooth', I finally broke her hymen, and she let out a small yelp of pain, but now she could feel the pleasure as I did, I pushed it in completely, and slowly brought it out again.
I started to repeat that, getting faster, until I was completely pounding her, she was moaning in deep pleasure, but I felt the end coming soon, I told her, and she said she was on the pill, I started to do longer, slower, thrusts into her, until I finally shot my warm semen into her, she layed down flat, panting in pleasure, we were both panting, and sweating, then she weakly went backwards, my dick flopping out, covered in her juices, with all of mine dripping out of her pussy, she came up to me, and kissed me passionatly.
'I love you', Three words, that would lead to a life of love, lust, and loss.
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